I really don’t want to sound whiny alright, but i am isolated and confused.
So im a 16 year old lesbian. there are no “gay clubs” of the adult or teenage veriaty within a 3 hour drive at least there is only one in the w...
I really don’t want to sound whiny alright, but i am isolated and confused.
So im a 16 year old lesbian. there are no “gay clubs” of the adult or teenage veriaty within a 3 hour drive at least there is only one in the whole state. I know of one other gay teenager at my school and truthfully she’s bicurious. So i turn to the internet, and i try to look up lesbian sites just to blog or talk, and i find many, just all for older gays(18+). So i get more specific and look for teenage gay/lesbian sites, and none come up. Then i scower the lesbian sites for teenage friendly sites at least, and agian, i find none. Then i look for music and books and movies in the LGBT culture and im finding most are from before 2ooo that is a long time ago for music, books, and movie. i read all these great victories, how the fight is still going strong but to me it seems we are dieing out. i sit here and im sad, angery, lonely, resentful, and most frustratingly scared. where are all these others i hear about? i dont know what to do, how to do it, what “it” is, where to go, who to go to, how to get “there”, or even really move in any direction. it feels like i got left behind. i cant go to my mom, she doesn’t believe me and thinks im just curious oh and she is also getting more religous by the day which spelled disaster for me the last time and she didnt even know then, my dad prays this is a phase that will pass, and no one else knows either because its for the good of the “family” cause my mom is afraid that the town will be hostile towards the rest of the family as well as me and no matter how bitter i am i can’t drag others into my fights. 4 kids know im gay cause their friend and i went out for a while but i cant even talk to them because they are graduating this year and leaving so i cant get attached to them. what do i do? how do i get through this? im isolated and confused.
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